Did anyone else hemorrhage after giving birth and it didnt happan the next time you have a baby😣 Im scared girls..

Im of in to be induced tomorrow at 40weeks my due date.. iv been putting it of for weeks as they wanted to induce me at 37 due to problems with my pelvic but because of my last experiance with my little boy i had (will be 11month ago exact tomorrow) it was first time id been induced in all 3 labours i had and i end up hemorrhage once i had my son and the plancer came out with gushes of blood. Now it wouldnt stop and i had to lay there after giving birth only with gas and air while 2 ladys try and attempt to put there hand up there JUST AFTER I GIVE BIRTH and pull all the clots out.. it was the most painful thing i have ever had to go through twice in a hour of giving birth, i felt so poorly and weak after lossing loads of blood, what im wanting to know is of there is a chance it wont happan again, im terrifed😫😢 i am having the epidural for the first time also to hopefully not feel as much as i did before if it happans again but even having that terrifies me an thats the reasons i have never ever used it before.. can anyone easy my mind, can anyone say it didnt happan again.. im terried girls