5th Angel to of left me - its looks like I will never be a mommy

Claire 💜 Loving husband 🦋 6 angels 👼🏻

Today at my second scan I should of been 9 + 4 but baby didn’t have a heart beat. This baby was a miracle, conceived 2 weeks after my d&c from when I lost my twins and was a new glimmer of hope. All my losses have been 2nd trimester but this little bean couldn’t make it through first. I am utterly devastated, I am not sure how I am going to make it through this for the 4th time 😓