Third pregnancy

Hi I’m after some advice.

I’ve recently found out I’m pregnant with my third child with my other half he’s really excited about having another baby. I’m not so happy as he’s very unpredictable sometimes and my second pregnancy didn’t go so well as my postnatal depression and he wasn’t there throughout of it or anything. mentally I don’t think I would be able to cope with another child as I’ll be on my own majority of the time because he works away. I feel I’m in too minds wether to keep the baby or seek treatment I’m scared as I feel I don’t have much support around me atm. Seeking treatment is something I’ve always said I’d never do.

If someone that has felt like this before or going though this please comment. X