Need honest advice.

I don’t think I look terrible but I would like to lose another 15 to 20 pounds. my son is 2 1/2 months old and I’ve been killing myself to get in shape. My husband has been begging me to wear a bikini. He thinks I look great. But I need another woman’s advice. I don’t want to show anyone I know what my body looks like. Don’t mind the mess!