Single mother

Today at 39 weeks and 3 days I became a single mother. I can’t stop crying. It was my choice because of how he was acting towards me and it wasn’t the first time. He was drunk and becoming mean and started getting aggressive. I feel so heart broken. He was so amazing to me and I thought he loved me more than anything. But the moment he was upset he became this horrible person. He knew needed to calm down but instead took it too far.. I told him to stop before he crossed the line and he continued.. 2 years down the drain..