27W&5D Specialist Appt Not So Good

Well Ladies Went 2 Specialist Appt Today To Check Baby Out & 😔🙁 It Not Lookn Good Well 2 Me No.. Babies Head Still Measuring 3 to 4 Weeks Behind & Now His Stomach Is Also Measuring 3 to 4 Weeks Behind Head & Belly Is At A 1% Doc Thinks Eventually Hes Gonna Stop Growing Just Like My Last Son 😞 He Stop At 32 Weeks But Hes Gonna Try N Keep Him In There As Long As Possible & My Iron Dropped Alot In Tweeks From 8.6 to 7.5 & My MCV & MCH IS Also Very Low So Now They're Setting Me Up 4 Iron Iv Infusion idk how Many Days or Weeks But Yea I'm Just Feelin Like Its My Fault Cause Wen My Brother Died 2 Weeks Ago I Couldnt Eat Or Anything & Now I Feel Like Its My Fault My Baby not Growing Like He Pose to 😩😪😭