So sick of waiting

It took us 3 years to concieve our beautiful boy, now 7 years old and we have been TTC for nearly 4 years now! We have had now 8 miscarriages. And have had all tests and unexplained infertility. Only just turned 30 and my egg reserve is very low.

Fertility specialist is out of the question as in Australia the BMI requirement is quite low. I weigh less now than i did 8 years ago when we conceived our son.

So fed up, tired, exhausted, sad, angry basically everything!

It is such a frustrating journey, and I feel for us it is now ending and we will never get that 1 piece of our family puzzle we all so desperately want...