:/ why do I feel this way

Destiny

Down in the dumps today. I woke up with the realization that tomorrow is my birthday. I have never really liked my birthday, everyone usually forgets and I’m left extremely disappointed. Now I’m scared that my husband is going to forget and I’m just not ready for that feeling tomorrow. I don’t have many friends, so I’m not expecting much from anyone. I don’t know, maybe it’s just my hormones but today I’m down:/