Dear everyone, im sorry that u have to go thru all this . I really hope you will be okay, if not better. I dont know how u all go thru this. And i really hope for all the illness which have no cure, we will find it sooner to help u go thru this.

Im sorry i just need to rant. Reading all ur stories make me feel blessed. I just heard about muscular dystrophy. My in laws have it. I dont know how it works but it has no cure. Im just mad that they didnt tell me earlier when my husband and i get married. Im sure if they did, ill still marry him. But now i just feel cheated. I only got to know when i have my DD. I really hope that shes in good health but im scared for her.

So to know more, i asked my husbwnd abt it. But he didnt know anything until i told him abt it. He doesnt know his father has it and brother has it. I wws really hoping he wants to know more wbt it. And support me emotionally and mentally. I am planning to have more babies. But he just ignore and ask me to leave in gods hand. I didnt BD since i gave birth because im too afraid. So i googled myslef abt MD.

Of course if i google, it make me go crazier. Then i asked my SIL, she said even she a doctor doesnt know what her bro illness. I wws like WHAT. I think that this is so annoying, i feel like they’ re all hiding it from me. So i asked my BIL wife. She said that its myotonic dystrophy. I went snd google again and its confused me.

Are all my children will get 50 50 percent chance of MD? Or if my husband dont have so there will be no chances?

I was all stressed out and asked my MIL. She said they dont have. I was like huh? Why are they hiding it from me. And said its god plan.

I kinda regret to be in this family. Not supporthing each other more. Not because of the illnesses. I really really wish that ill find solution soon.

Thank you all for reading