This maybe long may not. But i dont use social media and i always post up for my mom. Whom i lost almost 16 years ago to drinking and driving. Its not fun being brought up by a father and some strange lady trying to be your mom. But they teach you wrong from right. Losing a mom at such a young age (i was 5) was devastating. I remember the night like it just happened. And let me tell you i blame myself every day. I would have been in that truck that night. But i stayed home with my grandma. I was to young to understand what happened. But as the weeks went on and i noticed she wasnt coming back it hit me. I had to see counseling my entire life. I live with severe depression and anxiety, i have been suicidal; attempted many times, but not in many years. I had teachers write papers to my parents saying i would talk about gruesome (i think thats how thats spelled) things. I was a very confused and lost child. I stayed in trouble. I didnt do good in school, at all. But i made it. When i got into middle school i started doing things, bad things. I played football and basketball all middle school years. But i was also smoking and i had started drinking; due my whole family drinks and smokes (both the wacky backy and regular backy). High school i got so bad off i was mixing drinks and taking them to school. I wasnt much into dating. I really didnt care. But i had guys attention. My family talked bad about me. I was mistreated and abused. I had some sexual abuse but nobody believed me. They said he was just playing. My family said i was gonna be on drugs and be pregnant before i was 18. Be a high school drop out. All because i didnt know how to handle life. I had a good day for a while. He worked 8-9 months of the year out of state. And would come home on some weekends. Step-mom well i was treated as a redheaded stepchild, in reality i was a redheaded stepchild to her. I was bad. I done things to stay in trouble. I didnt have the easiest or best bringing up. But it made me who i am today. And i know my moms watching over me. I know shes proud of who i became. Just one day its gonna rip me apart when i have to explain to my child why they only have 1 grandma. The hardest part is knowing my mom wont be here to see her grandchild. 😞😪

Happy mothers day to all the new moms. All the moms to be. All the moms who have lost. All the moms we have lost. Happy mothers day to the soon to be moms. Because without a mom the world wouldnt go round. 💙

So to all the mothers, young, old, new, carrying, or not with us yall are amazing! What i would do just to see my mom again. But one day i will. 😪

And to all the young childern that use this app that thinks their mom and dads are terrible because they dont get what they want, suck it up. Cause the day you lose your mom and dad youll regret every wrong you have done. Every bad thing you have said or done to them. Appreciate what you have cause its not gonna last forever. And when their gone. Their gone. There is no getting them back. ✊