Am I pregnant? What next?

Taken a pregnancy test, I’m terrified & totally not ready to have a child, I actually have no idea what to do & only have 1 friend to talk to about it but she knows about as much as me!

Which isn’t a lot! I’m not 100% sure I’m pregnant because the second line is faint & I’ve read about evaporation lines (I’m also hoping I’m not pregnant).

My doctor messed me around a bit, I’ve changed contraception pill 3 times in the past month & a half, or so so I’m aware it could just be to do with hormones. My period is late. The only reason I took the test was when my boyfriend noticed my boobs had grown a lot, they were swollen & sore but that only lasted a day or 2! Right now I’m having terrible cramps, but I’m also thinking maybe I just ate something bad! & I did feel ill yesterday & throw up a tiny bit, but I’d been drinking the night before!

So basically I have quite a few symptoms but none are 100% because of different things I’ve done that may have affected me.

Do you think that line could be faint enough to be an evaporation line? I will have to get a new test as it says not to get anything on the results window & I did.

I’m very worried & not sure what my next steps are, I’m 18 & I’ve not been through this before, thank you for any advice

Also any info on the abortion pills would be much appreciated: where to get, when to take, what happens etc. Thanks so much!