fuck AP TESTS, i have an A in the class and I feel like I’m gonna fucking fail this test tomorrow, I study for a bit then just end up falling asleep right away, I have no will power or motivation anymore, just worry and anxiety that I’m gonna not going to do well and colleges won’t take into account my good grade in the class cause I didn’t pass, also I feel pressured to do well cause I have been doing well in the class, BUT anyways I hope all my “studying” helps me to at least not get a 1 🥵, I really just need to get it over with, cry a bit and move on. I just need help seeing the bigger picture, but also still stay motivated to do at least good enough to go to a 4-year right away. I really don’t want to stay in my hometown for more than I need to