Sad on Mother’s Day
This Mother’s Day has been hard. I long to be a mother so badly. I am almost 22 years old, I’m not in a relationship and I’m not financially stable... so now is of course not the right time for me. But it is breaking my heart, especially on days like today. My best friend has a 5 year old and 4 month old that I spend a lot of time with and basically claim as my own... and I’m not sure if that makes it better or worse. I get my “fix” with them but I generally feel even sadder when I have to remember they’re not mine and leave them. I feel dumb because since I’m so young everyone just expects me to want to party and sow my wild oats but that’s not what I want to do.
Today was just hard. I’m a dog mama and I love her to pieces... but I long to be a human mama. 💔
Happy Mother’s Day everyone... to all the mothers or expectant mothers, to all the women who have lost or are struggling to conceive, and to women like me who want so badly to be mothers... our time will come.