I’m a first time mum that’s 34 Weeks pregnant and I’ve found myself falling into a pit of depression again. I went through this same stage probably 5 years ago, although this is a different reason. I feel like I don’t have any support off my partner and that literally everyone hates me. Gosh I sound like I’m a 2 year old but it’s really getting me down.

Last night I confessed to my partner about how I’ve been feeling and that I’m not coping and wish I wasn’t in this world anymore. After expressing that to him he left me, he got up and walked out the door. Once he came back I was balling my eyes and told him I understood what I meant to him, he then went on to list everything I’ve ever done wrong in our relationship and kept telling me to leave. He kept making me feel worse about myself. He was calling me nasty names all because I was lost and I kept screaming to him that I needed him and needed his support.

He has changed so much since the start of our relationship. Back then he’d hug me and tell me it’s going to be okay but now he just tells me to leave and that he doesn’t want anything to do with me. I really am at my lowest point and I need help. I need my partner’s help. I need someone’s help. I don’t think I’m strong enough to stay in this world for my little girl anymore and it’s breaking my heart. Please I need someone’s help