Baby is 1 month old today..and

Obviously I'm very upset, I'm not ready for another baby, I dont have time or money. My boyfriend and mom does not support this possible pregnancy. And neither can I.

I'm 1 month pp, we had protected sex once but you know, nothing is 100%. and felt like SHIT after. I regret it, I cried, but it was the heat of the moment. Ugh..

I feel so sick, I havent even been able to sleep at night when my baby is sleeping because I feel so guilty and horrible. I'm so scared to even call my OBGYN. I have a lot of abdominal pain so I need to call to make sure nothing bad has happened (I had a Csection).

I'm in tears, I'm so fucking embarrassed. At a loss right now.

(Oh and yes I know I shouldn't have had sex that early).