I'm having a really hard time deciding whether I should have an abortion or not. I had one last year and I swore I would never do it again. I just know my boyfriend and I are not ready for a child yet. We can do so much better financially in a few years than we can right now. But I really don't want to go through all that again. I barely recovered from my last. I'm just so torn. I'm only 6 weeks so I have a little time. Any thoughts or words of encouragement?