Feeling so down tonight😭

Maybe its just me being in my feelings to much but my SO hasn't touched me since i had our baby 10 days ago. He used to kiss me goodnight or before leaving for work. Now nothing. He doesn't look at me it's like im all alone. Since I've been home from the hospital I've been sleeping in the living room on the couch so I dont wake him up when it's time to feed the baby. Tonight after I got baby to sleep I went and laid down in bed with him and he just asked what I wanted and that I should go back to the living room.The baby would have been fine in her basement for 30 minutes and I had the monitor on. I really just wanted to cuddle to feel some kinda love and attention from him. Am I just so disgusting to look at now am I doing something wrong? I manage to keep the house clean on top of taking care of the baby all day and night. I dont ever ask him to help me with the baby. I just don't understand he used to be so loving.