Venting..

My husband and I are farmers. Cattle, grain, the works. I had Finley March 29th and that’s right at the beginning of calving (we have to calve our 250 head) and also right before seeding started at the beginning of May. The past 7 weeks have been so hard. He’s gone at 6am and returns home at 11pm or later. I am sick of being a Single mom when I’m married.. ugh. Will seeding ever be done? Like fuck. I just want help with one night feed 😫

Not to mention, I miss my husband. I haven’t seen him since the baby was born really and all I want is to sit and have coffee with him. This is hard. I miss him so much 😭