After 4 long hard years of being with my boyfriend who I thought was the LOML I just found out he cheated on me I am so hurt and angry after everything we been through 2 miscarriages family drama all the lies and I still been her for him through everything and after all that you cheat on me I will never trust him again Idk what to do anymore I have no one to talk to about this I'm just so over it he just doesn't get it and he won't even tell me who this b#tch is so I'm really over it I just give up I'm so sad and depressed I never thought he would do this to me I don't know if I can forgive him for this everytime I look at him or he trys to touch me I can just picture him with some one else it's just like a kick in the face after all this time I put in to him and this relationship it hurts like hell got me feeling insecure about my self I'm so stressed I'm loosing weight IDK what to do with my self anymore 😖