crush on a boy :/

so i've been single for a year, my last relationship was kinda abusive and he cheated a lot.

the guy i've got a crush on though, he's not a complete douchebag like all the other guys i've dated. i first realized i liked him when i was hanging out and my friend (who used to date him in primary school, yes she cleared it with me that i'm allowed to date him) pointed out that he was feeling sad and as a dare told me to sit with him.

so i sat next to him cuz he was alone and i felt kinda weird trying to talk to him so instead, as a joke i made him a daisy chain. it made him smile and we started talking. strangely, i started feeling the need to lean on him and laugh with him, and ever since, i've just been really close with him.

we've been going places and messing about, hanging around and just getting closer and closer.

i'm bad at picking up the hints. can somebody help meeee 😂