He didn’t and doesn’t trust me because I told him I had sex with my ex before we started dating. He found an item when he came to my apartment that day and I had to be honest with him and tell him.

He didn’t and doesn’t trust me because I don’t delete or block friends specially males from my Instagram

(He doesn’t like them or hate them)

He didn’t allowed me to go out with friends or by myself.

He didn’t wanted me to have any type of friendship with any male at all.

I don’t know how to respond to this. Unfortunately I love him and I was emotional abused the whole year we live together.

I’m not the victim or want to play one but he did made me paid for that mistake the whole entire time. I’m broken and feel underaged there’s days where I feel numb and find myself crying for everything I did to saved the relationship and proved him myself. I walked on egg shells the whole time we were together. I’m a mess and don’t know what to do.