Wow just wow 😩

Nobody tells you when you say you want to start a family how draining it is emotionally and mentally. The first month of trying was the hardest seeing my period come after trying so hard and cutting caffeine and eating better I laid in bed crying my husband wanted to comfort me but I didn’t want to be around him feeling like I let him down. I’m 7 years younger then him and definitely thought it would be a one and done thing but it wasn’t and I didn’t know what I was doing wrong. This month I gave up I lived my normal life and honestly didn’t care cause I knew I wouldn’t get pregnant well......... I’m 10 dpo and I took these tonight after dinner walked away for 5 mins came back ready to throw them away and my jaw dropped I was crying but pulled myself together cause I wanna tell the hubs on Father’s Day!