the stress of finding childcare!

one month left of maternity leave and we cannot find anyone to watch our son. he will be almost 4 months old when I go back to work. not to mention that were in a really tight spot right now. our rent is going up, so we have to move soon. I am overwhelmed, I feel like it's impossible to find someone.

**I did find someone but shes a crazy person so over my dead body will she watch my child.**

also I feel like everyone just wants an insane amount, and I want to pull my hair out!

I'm almost 27....I found gray hairs. 😔