EP from birth

Hoping to hear success stories from moms who chose to EP from birth. Everyone is telling me how difficult it is and I’ve done lots of reading but now i just need to hear successes to keep me from being totally discouraged 😂🙃

I know myself well enough to know I won’t be able to handle breastfeeding and I’m just not comfortable enough to do so. I’m worried I will get too frustrated and stressed and it will hurt my bond with my baby.

Please no negative or judgements comments 🙃