Found out my son is stillborn and it honestly just feels like no one knows what I’m going through. I can’t function. This pregnancy was super wanted and he was supposed to be my rainbow. The worst part is having to carry him for two weeks until I can deliver him. Everyone just says they’re sorry but I feel like it’s so much deeper than that. I just wish I could relate to someone I know but I don’t and I want to die. I can’t sleep or eat or do anything I just want my little boy.