My heart aches πŸ˜”πŸ’”

It’s only really just hit me that my baby is gone. How long did people wait until they started trying again? People are telling me to wait but I just want to start trying as soon as possible. It took us 18 months to get a positive test so what if it takes that long again? I want to get started in case it does take that long again πŸ˜”