Best friends

We were besties from school, we were best friends for 12years and she stop all kinds of contact with me.

In past, she tried to ignore me when i started my relationship with my now husband. She was jelaous i guess but not because of him, its because a fact that she was pretty one and me on average to have a boyfriend, and a boyfriend like that. We had ups and downs but we were okay, best friends in school. A year after that she found boyfriend (this was in high school) and we were still ok. After school, we had contact, we were close.

Few years later she became my godmother, my daughters godmother and when my younger girl turned one,she broke up with her longterm boyfriend(same one from high school)and she just stopped talking to me. I honestly dont know why. I tried talking to her, but after one month her not answering, i broke my phone and lost her number. I called her home and her grandma (always so kind) told me she is in Malta.

I spoke to my husband what should i do, because i felt like a fool, and he told me i should stop seeking for her. I was always nice to her and her family, i helped her and was there for her, and its not my foult for whats in her mind.

That was a year and a half ago. Today i found out that she got married.

Just to say- she have no instagram, no facebook, never told me her email. I found out because my friend commented photo where was her, her husband(i dont even know who that man is) and her parents.

Should i do or say something? I mean, i would have to travel to her parents, other info i dont have. My husband tells me i am crazy if i do that, and also my mom thinks that too.

I am just so hurt. I wanted to share with her my biggest life changes, i wanted her to be a part of my and my kids life. There is no words of how dissapointed i am. I ofcourse wish her all the best in her life, but i cant stop be this surpised and dissapointed at same time.