Feeling lonely and invaluable in a relationship...

Look I’ve never seeked out advice on the internet before but since I’ve moved away from friends and family, this seems like worth a chance.

I’ve known my boyfriend who I met online three years ago and only two years ago I moved in with his family and himself (Due to issues in my previous living arrangements).

I feel very lonely without my friends as I didn’t get to say goodbye to them as I moved interstate over one night. I haven’t made any new friends (I’m not good with that, I’m very quiet) since living here and I only talk to my boyfriend and his family.

He just made recent friends at this electronic shop he regularly goes to (Atleast once or twice a week). I go in there with him (He spends hours and hours, I get bored so quickly).

This has been happening for a year now.

Yesterday I decided I wanted to go for a walk while he was in the shop so I wouldn’t get bored and he absolutely went berserk.

He told me I should be more social and talk to his new friends but all they talk about electronics and technical stuff (Which I don’t understand and it doesn’t interest me at all).

He don’t told “Don’t do weird sh-t and walk out”.

Other times, at his family or friend’s events, he usually goes walking off and talking to people and I’m left behind. I’m usually the one walking awkwardly behind them trying to fit between them. I feel so excluded..

I don’t even feel like in a relationship most of the time.

He doesn’t hug, give pet names, hold hands or anything in front of people.

It all changes in the bedroom though,

Hugging, cuddles, etc.

Last night I was bit upset and felt useless and asked him if I was good at anything, he said laundry and cleaning the house. I don’t think he was joking.

He has told me that I should talk to him about problems or feelings I have with him but I tried that and he got cranky at me.

Seems like everything I do is wrong to him.

Just looking for advice 😕

What should I do in this position?

Also, I’m only on my Learner plate for driving so I can’t drive by myself yet so I rely on him.

I’ve told him I’d stay home if he wanted to go to that shop but he hasn’t listened and still goes there without even mentioning it until we’re driving there.

Should I just be social with his friends to make him happy? Even if they’re talking nerdy with electronics that I don’t understand at all?

He’s been trying to push me to learn electronics but I have 0 interests 😶

How do I even bring up this topic with him that I feel lonely and invaluable?

I would guess that he will tell me to go find friends. I have friends but they’re far away.

He has met a couple of my friends but he judges them so much. He doesn’t like them.

We haven’t even dropped the “I love you” at all within the three years or knowing each other.

Sorry this is a long post but if anyone has time and advice for me. I’d be so grateful cause I’m stuck in this situation and not sure what to do.

His parents have told me they think he might have Aspergers Syndrome, due to the lack of empathy and social aspect of other people.

Also he is obsessed with electronics, electronics and electronics. He bluntly says things out loud even if it is criticisms or judgements.