My fiance went down on me and STUCK HIS FINGER UP MY BUTT...

He has never done this before but hes always putting out hints on how he wants to do anal.. well, I dont know what to think about it. He was going to town down there then all of a sudden, starts touching my a-hole.. the entire time, I have this feeling that I need to go to the bathroom!! And I'm just worried the entire time that there will be you know what on his fingers!! So yeah, I dont think I enjoy it as much as I could have because I was worried but it was definitely new and still, very unsure. What have your experiences been with this?? Did you have the same feeling of needing to go to the bathroom?!

Side note, when I finally had an orgasm, 15 minutes later, he went super hard on the a-hole and i do have to admit, felt pretty nice!!

Just to clarify, we give full range to try whatever we want to each other! If we say stop, then we stop. I didnt say stop. It was 100% consensual! :) he knows I like new things/surprises!