Really struggling...

So its been over 2 months since my MC and I've been trying to keep a brave face. But just an hour ago I broke down in tears looking at my newborn neice. I'm TTC again and I feel like I've been having symptoms for an early pregnancy but I haven't tested yet so I don't know. I threw up this morning when I woke up my nipples are so sore all the time, and I'm always tired now, but its only been two weeks and a day since my period ended.

Sorry, I just needed to get things off my chest cause I cant really talk to anyone about this...