I’m done.

Going on 3 weeks since giving birth and I’ve done nothing but sit in this house except for the occasional appointment. All I asked for was one night out with my husband for our first wedding anniversary only to be let down by family who was supposed to watch the baby. One night was all I asked. I only get one first anniversary. First my baby shower was ruined by my mother in law, then my photographer canceled on me last minute for our hospital pictures, and now this. I’m giving up on it all. Every expectation I ever have is always crushed. I’m tired of being let down. I get my hopes up just to be dropped back down again. If I learn to expect nothing from anyone or anything ever again maybe it won’t hurt so bad.