Changing emotions

I’ve experienced a miscarriage a few months ago and me and my husband are trying again to conceive. I have my good and bad days. My good days will be I can smile when seeing babies and not feel sad and read stories off this app and be happy. Then there’s my bad days, like today. I want to cry and can’t really read the great stories shared concerning their pregnancy. But on both good and bad days I think the same thing when I see a pregnant belly (you’re lucky).

This hurts, the lost and the earning to come out pregnant. I’ve been copping better however on a day like this when I think I’m PMS (which really makes it hard) I’m in my emotions.