Needing some motivation!

Hi ladies,

Just writing for some motivation. I’m plus sized. BMI 46 and 33 next month.

I stopped the OCP December 2018 and didn’t ovulate until March 2019. I had an early miscarriage then without even realising I was pregnant. I’ve had so many tests and nothing stands out other than slight hypothyroidism that I’m now treating.

In April, I had positive opk but was too unwell to BD. In May, I was also unwell so ovulated in day 20/21 instead. I was really hopeful but had progesterone level 9DPO & blood hcg. My hcg was < 2 & progesterone look liked it was dropping already.

I took a prognosis hpt this morning (11DPO) and BFN.

I feel so defeated. Although it’s early in our TTC journey, it feels like forever.

AF is due in 3 days. I’d love to hear others experience and any tips 😊