Anybody super excited but have nobody to share it with..

Currently expecting baby #6. Even though my

Youngest just turned 1 in January and I will be due exactly when she turns two...I am starting to get very excited. My husband is happy as well. However we haven’t told very many people because we would rather not hear their opinion. His family lives in Honduras and more babies for us means less financial help for them from us. My parents are divorced and my mother lives out of state with my brother and my father lives nearby buy has a gf and they spend all of their time together. I rent from my dad (big mistake) and when I told him I was pregnant he was upset. When he gave me his reasoning it was because he would like me to pay more rent and with another baby it won’t happen as soon as he would like. I find that to be selfish somewhat. My family has never been excited about me having children. With my first born (twins) it was because my husband and I were unmarried at the time and had only been together 3 months when I became pregnant. The second time they were not happy because they felt my son would take away attention from my twins. The third time nobody was happy because I was not working at the time. The fourth time nobody really said too much but “wow 5 kids!” And after my youngest was born I had become ill due to malpractice after her birth in the hospital and had an infection that traveled into my bloodstream and had emergency surgery and a wound vac as well as be on home health care for a good 70 days where a nurse would come to my home daily and check on me and dress my wound. This pregnancy was not planned at all and was a big surprise, however it is my family and my life and my kids mean everything to me. My family does not support us at all and or help in any way with my children. My husband and I work full time and support everyone ourselves. I can’t talk too much about it with my best friend as she recently had two miscarriages one ending in a d&c (I also have been in that exact situation) so I feel her pain. But she never wants to talk about my pregnancy. I just feel alone. I wish I had someone who could be excited for me and not make me feel like I have to hide it. Not sure if anyone else has ever felt this way, but if you have please share!