Worried

I’ve got myself in a right emotional state! I have to wait until Monday for my 12 week scan and I cannot focus (I had a 9 week scan and all ok), I’ve tried to get a private scan today or tomorrow but no space (long shot I know). I know people have posted they feel normal but I can’t stop worrying. Even if I rang the midwife with my worry, what could they realistically do? We haven’t told people yet due to our history so I have no one to turn to other than my husband and he’s in the same boat.

I hope this doesn’t upset anyone as it’s not my intention.