Just need a brief venting sesh

I had my little girl on 5/28, so we’re a little over a week postpartum. With my first I had the emotional rollercoaster for the first 2 weeks (crying randomly for no reason) with this one I had some crying and emotions a few days ago but thankfully nothing crazy since, although now I’m starting to panic because my SO goes back to work in 6 days and I don’t know what I’m going to do without him. I have this feeling like I’m homesick and my whole body aches when I think about him not being here. I also know that eventually things get better with sleep but I get anxiety at night before even going to bed because I know I won’t sleep well and any movement or noise she makes I wake up and its been miserable 😭 other than that my emotions are great but I just need to let it out somewhere

Any other mommas have any crazy fears or hormones?