He never loved me...

I’m so lost right now.... So a couple of weeks ago my partner of almost 7 years told me that he never loved me and that he’s tried to love me but he just can’t, I’m still sitting here in disbelief because all those years he lied straight to my face as if was nothing, he had told me we would get married and that he had planned on proposing to me sometime this year and all sorts of things that led me to believe he was serious about our relationship. Everything he has told me over the years to now does not make any sense I can’t believe he could be so cruel!!

We have two boys and sadly when he told me how he felt about me I had just found out I was pregnant so fast forward to a couple weeks later being Tuesday June 4th I find out I’m having a miscarriage 💔 I’m so devastated, heartbroken, etc. I love him so so much and I’m so angry he allowed me to fall in love with him knowing he did not feel the same way. I just don’t know what to do or think there is so much going on right now...