Im sad...

Been TTC since Feb. Was so sure this was our month. I was over a week late for AF but all BFN and I just thought it was too early to test. Then get up this morning and there she is with her big red ugly face. Im depressed. We are so ready for another baby and it just isn't happening. I don't understand. I want to cry. I'm tired of the opks and temping and v worrying and wondering and the WAITING. I'm just done. I tested opks last month every day for 3 weeks after my period and never got a positive. So i guess I'm just not ovulating. ..idk. I'm just done 😣😣😣