We thought this would be it and in our gut knew it was our last shot. First loss 21 weeks, second loss at 13 weeks and this one at 8 weeks. So at least it was getting easier to physically manage but I'm so sad . Im so lucky to have one amazing daughter but never realized how difficult it would be to give her a sibling, and it breaks my heart I seem unable to do that.

We are 39 and Im starting back to work this fall so I guess it's time to get back to life. The past 2 years I have been pregnant, trying to get pregnant, or recovering from a pregnancy loss and I'm so so tired, emotionally and physically.

Much love to all of you loss mamas, ita a reality no woman should ever have to face.