Just ready to feel normal..

We have made it to 32 weeks and ended up in the hospital again last night. Blood pressure shot up to 156/117 so we called the doctors and they sent us to the hospital. Nothings changed as far as blood work showing that the blood pressure is causing kidney or liver failure yet but they say that can change in a matter of hours. We are still showing a lot of protein in the urine. Basically they know I have preeclampsia but they cant do anything until it shows signs of organ damage so for now we continue to deal with the crazy pressures, swelling, nausea, protein and dizziness. 😞 hopefully the specialist will have the results back by Monday on the 24 hour urine and it will show enough protein for them to do something or put me on another blood pressure pill that will work. We start seeing the OBGYN every Monday and fetal specialist every Thursday starting this week. Considering my son was born at 32 weeks from this same issue has me on edge! Also when we seen the specialist last week baby girl is way behind on growing and her weight due to the blood pressure being so high! She only weighs 3 pounds!! 🙄