We're Different

I'm currently 19wks preggo with our rainbow baby. But I'm not showing at all

...any time someone posts a picture of their bump, I'm happy for them

...when friends ask when I'll start to show, I smile and crack a joke about needing to eat more food

...but it makes me want any sign at all that our baby is still alive, while we anxiously await our next appt.

I don't know if that makes sense, but I know you all will understand more than most...we're different.