So I took a pregnancy test 2 days after my missed period..came out positive.

I went to pp they estimated I was about 5 weeks , when I get the abortion im going to be 6 weeks. I’m scared, I was going to do pill but I’m not good with pain and I’m not sure how I would act with the heavy bleeding. I’m still indecisive but I know it needs to be done because of my boyfriend and I’s situation. I guess I’m most afraid of becoming depressed and just the emotional rollercoaster it’s gonna be. I’m considering the surgical one instead but I don’t know , I really don’t know what I should do.