Idk just kinda wanna share somewhere

So for the longest time I was comparing my fiancé to a lot of bad things that has happened to me as in getting cheated on, lying stuff like that. But he never really gave me a reason to think like that. Everyday I was getting an attitude, having meltdowns and arguing with him constantly until yesterday I realized I had to stop before I lost a great guy. I realized he gave me no reason to keep acting the way I was acting. And like we had the best day yesterday because I finally let loose and was able to not think about all the negatives and I’m just super happy.