Is this normal?

Sam

I’ve gotten baby fever before when I was 16 but I’m 20yo now and it’s wayyy more intense. I have this urge to sabotage our condom stash just to have a baby. I’m not even close to being financially ready for a kid. I had a pregnancy "scare" not too long ago and I was more scared that I wasn’t pregnant. Has anyone else experienced anything like this at this age?