I’m scheduled for a 10 week ultrasound tomorrow at 2:00. I’m a nervous wreck.

It’s been two weeks since my last Appt which I was measuring on schedule and heart rate was 169. For the last few days I’ve been feeling like I’m not pregnant. No sickness, no sore boobs, sleeping fine just feeling major anxiety in general. My uterus area doesn’t hurt or feel like it got any bigger. It seems like everything has gone away. I’m on progesterone and metformin. How does one relax after you have had a miscarriage in the past? I’m a nervous wreck. Last night was the first night i barely slept because I couldn’t get my mind to shut off. I feel like I’m driving myself crazy. Should be concerned? At what point can I just relax and enjoy pregnancy. I’m not complaining no side effects. Thankful if it’s a normal pregnancy but it’s just not my norm. I have three kids already and all three I felt like death for months. Anyone else feel like this and everything ended up to be normal? I just don’t feel pregnant.

Oh and let me add last Monday I had a fever and was sick all day. No pain or anything just vomiting and a fever. Last time that happened I miscarried a week later. I think I’m just nervous cause both my miscarriages happened at week 9 in the past.