Had an ultrasound today

Kate

Got to see the baby today, measuring 8 weeks exactly and 141 bpm. I’m still feeling disconnected from this pregnancy, will this pass? Will it get better? I’m just not used to this. With my last two I was really connected and just all in, this time I don’t feel connected at all, I wasn’t happy at ultrasound and it just makes me feel like a bad person. I’m just hoping someone can give me some reassurance