Anyone else shocked at how much life changes

My husband and I have been together for 9 years, married 6, and we’ve been ttc for 2. So needless to say we’ve known each other through many life stages already. 5 months ago we decided to go to the doctor to start seeing if anything was wrong and just like that our lives changed. Since our diagnosis of infertility we’ve been to more doctors appointments in 5 months than my entire life total. I’m on the phone with nurses trying to track down blood samples and talking about next steps, my husband and I are reminding each other to take meds, we pray for more sperm 😂 we’re literally at the doctor 3 out of 4 weeks every month since we went to that first appointment. Today, as I plan my friends baby shower, I just had to chuckle about how insane this year has been so far. Some days are so hard and then there’s days like this where I just sit here shocked. Can anyone else relate??