Help!!! Post- tubal removal ttc

I was with this man for five years, and together we had two beautiful daughters. During the pregnancy for our youngest daughter, he started getting more and more physically and emotionally abusive. Things got BAD. I was sooo determined that I was trapped and then I was talked into getting a tubal. I knew I couldn’t bare having another child with him. And I let him convince me to get a tubal because he wouldn’t get a vasectomy. Problem is... my OB only removes the tubes instead of just tying them. I stupidly went through with the operation and I regret letting a man have so much control over me out of fear. A few months after surgery (with the help of my friends and family) I left the loser. Now, I have a WONDERFUL man in my life that doesn’t have kids of his own. He says he doesn’t need his own kids & he will be happy helping me raise my girls.

I gave that asshole ex of mine two children and he was so undeserving of them...

And now I’m with the most caring and big hearted man & I would love to have a child with him someday.

My OB said I “shouldn’t” get pregnant after the surgery. And since my surgery he has left that practice & I have no idea where he relocated to.

Is this it for me?? Is there ANY hope for me to cling to??? Open to ANY and ALL advice!! TIA!!💕