Pissed TF off

Sometimes I want to beat my bf in the face. With my hands and will a pan. Sometimes I long to feel his flesh give in to the punches and slaps. Go hear the loud tin bang across his head and right on his nose and lips. Sometimes he pisses me off and I want to pumble him with a baseball bat. So a real one but a softer yet still weighted version. I want to hit him with it until he is too weak to talk. Only in my imagination. After the beating he’d just sit. Silence, no moving, no yelling. He’d take a quiet little nap and after he wakes up he will be all better and stop doing stuff that pisses me off. I’m totally against the higher tech because it’s kinda scary to me. BUT when they create a virtual reality simulator that will let me play out the angry fantasy, COUNT ME IN!

Update * to the person who said show this to my bf. He already sneaks into my things so there isn’t much to hide. He already went into my phone while I slept and found and read my private journal while I was at work. It’s a RANT for a reason.