Squirting

So during sex i experienced female ejaculation (squirting) on a regular basis. Last night i did some research turns out in most woman the liquid is urine or more uncommonly a chemical from a womans prostate. This occurs even when the bladder is empty. Your bladder refills when arousal. So theres no way i can stop it and now im feeling some shame cause i feel dirty cause its urine. How do i feel better this ? Or do i not and just like idk never cum again.